When God's Grace is Removed
It was raining early in the morning. One of the things that upsets me as I would be delayed for work (I ride to work by bike and therefore I wear a raincoat when it rains, with the traffic jam & all other sorts of inconvenience on the road is so tiresome.) I was feeling very tired, worn-out and angry. Deep inside I was feeling very burdened. Something so unusual as this is a normal ordeal when it rains in the morning. This shouldn't upset me - so why is this happening internally? I wondered whether could it be pride or selfishness on my part. (self-seeking ambitious or my pride wounded) Sort of my own self-check to see whether my heart is in the right place. Even then, why am I feeling so tired, so drained out of energy? Back Story: It all started last weekend when I worship lead in a church. The practice and the worship flowed very smoothly but something was missing. I didn't sense it then but realized it the next day. (the feeli...